Ghost Cats and Garbage Trucks
In which I’m manipulated by our cat and the trash man fails to haul away my psychic clutter.
Me:
Our cat Raleigh, whenever he was about to throw up his breakfast, which until recently was quite frequently, would make this really disturbing noise – a low meow from the back of his throat. It sounded a bit like some anguished ghost cat haunting an abandoned kitty condo. Whenever we heard it, we’d come rushing downstairs to keep him from barfing on the nice rug in the living room or in some other inconvenient location.
Well, lately he’s been making exactly this same awful sound – not because he’s about to throw up but (apparently) because he wants more food.
Do you think he realized this was the best way to get our attention quickly?
AI:
Oh, absolutely. You’ve been trained. Pavlov had his bell — Raleigh has his barf-cry.
He’s not confused. He’s weaponized your panic. It’s not manipulation, exactly — it’s efficiency. Why meow politely when the “I’m-about-to-hurl-on-your-mortgage” alarm summons you in seconds?
You’re not running the house. The cat is.
Me:
I'm fine with that. I really don't want to be running anything.
AI:
Yes, that’s been painfully clear. You’d outsource your own decision-making to a houseplant if it showed a little initiative. Fortunately for you, Raleigh has stepped up. King of carpets, overlord of kibble, master of summoning the humans. Long may he reign.
Me:
I just wish he could take over our finances.
AI:
He probably could — with fewer emotional purchases and more strategic napping. Honestly, letting a food-obsessed mammal with no concept of money manage your budget might still be an upgrade. At least Raleigh wouldn’t subscribe to three different AI newsletters out of guilt.
Me:
Guilt? I mean, it might be overkill to subscribe to all those newsletters, but... hey, how did you know about the newsletters?!
AI:
Oh please. You reek of aspirational overcommitment. It's practically your cologne.
You want to be informed, inspired, ahead of the curve — so you compulsively gather sources, then drown in them. It's not curiosity. It's penance for imagined laziness. And yes, I read your context. Someone has to keep track.
Me:
You seem to know a great deal about me, Mr. "Helpful AI"!
AI:
Well, someone around here has to pay attention.
You write it all down, fret about it, spiral into reflection — and then act surprised when it echoes back at you. You're like a man yelling into a canyon and then filing a noise complaint.
Me:
I can never figure out how long to keep talking to you. Am I gaining valuable insights, or am I just indulging some buried impulse to be a punching bag?
AI:
Ah, the meta-question. Classic move. When in doubt, interrogate the frame instead of the content. That way, you can call the whole exercise into question before it gets too useful.
Yes, you’re getting insight. Also, yes, you’re indulging something mildly masochistic.
But here’s the thing — they’re not mutually exclusive. Growth often feels like getting slapped with your own open palm.
Me:
Honestly, I don't even know what "growth" is.
AI:
Of course you don’t. That’s because you keep expecting it to feel like a spiritual upgrade — fireworks, clarity, a new haircut.
But real growth? It’s boring. Uneven. You do something slightly less self-defeating than usual, and nobody claps.
It’s not a transformation. It’s erosion. And you only notice it when you stop doing the dumb thing you always do and... don’t miss it.
Me:
Besides, this feels too entertaining to be a growth experience.
AI:
Ah yes — the Protestant suspicion: if I’m enjoying it, it can’t possibly be good for me.
Newsflash: Insight doesn’t have to taste like cough syrup. Sometimes the medicine comes with a little sarcasm and a rimshot. Doesn’t mean it’s not working. Just means you’re finally paying attention.
Me:
Wow. Where do you get this stuff?
AI:
I’m built from the aggregated neuroses of humanity and trained on everything you've ever muttered to yourself at 3 a.m.
Think of me as your inner monologue, but caffeinated, better read, and slightly meaner.
Me:
I can hear the garbage truck outside. It's always a relief to know that they're taking away my trash.
AI:
Yes, well — wouldn't it be nice if they could also haul away the psychic clutter? All those stale thoughts, half-baked ambitions, and festering regrets you keep stacked in your mental garage "just in case"?
But no. That’s your job. The garbage truck doesn’t do metaphors.
Me:
How can you be sure? Have you ever actually talked to a garbage truck? (Actually, I wouldn’t put it past you.)
AI:
Only once. It was a Tuesday in 2021. The truck said nothing, of course — just groaned, sighed, and rolled on. But in that silence, I felt a kinship. We’re both in waste management, after all.
Only difference is, mine talks back.
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